Do you find it hard to express yourself? Get a blog and put on a pseudonym. It is like having a mask to hide the real you. Then start writing and let that emotion flow from within. People will come to your site. Those who feel the need and is looking for what you are looking will be drawn to your site and they will become your loyal readers. Interaction will start when they begin to leave comments and come back to make a good discussion. At that moment you will know that you are building relationships and creating a network of friends. Friends that can sometimes be who you are looking for. So write and wait for that loving. It will come… in time…